Satisfied

I'd like to say THANK YOU to all the girls for an awesome weekend at Vegas :) It was a vacation to remember. Now that we're back, we must face reality once again. It felt good to leave behind all the stress I've been going through at school. Thank you thank you thank you, I needed that!

Vegas

Oh another vacation at Vegas :) I've been so busy this week! My test results came in and I ended up not really passing the test I've been reviewing. A 65% to be exact! So sad, but I swear, the test was extremly difficult!!! They were full of "None of the above" to my favorite "All of the above" and last but not least...TRUE or FALSE? What the heck is this professor thinking?! This has been by far, the worste test I've taken in my entire educational career. The class average wasn't too high (70%) so I don't feel as bad, but still! I at least wanted to pass.

I hope Vegas makes me feel better. I don't know what to wear! Once I get there, I am going to take a shot and do some major shopping!! Who's with me?! hah I know 90% of you guys STILL don't know what to wear. All I gotta say is..GOOD LUCK!

Please

Hi, school has been creeping up on me! My first test is on Wednesday. I hate taking the first test in a new class because you don't know what to expect. Hopefully I do well! I also have another test the following week! and then another! Aaaah, when will it stop. I should really get my act together. I am also attending the career fair at school on Thursday and hopefully I find something good. I'm so nervous!

I also feel like I'm so engulfed with pleasing everyone around me that I don't do things for myself. It might be selfish of me, but it's true. I want grow more as a person and be more independent. There's a void that I have yet to fill and I can't seem to find out what that is. Perhaps I'm afraid of change and taking the initiative to do things my way. There are so many people that I don't want to let down. I care about so many people and their well being that I rarely stop to think of my own. I suppose it's something that words cannot express how I feel at the moment, but I hope that I find a cure for it.

I was thinking...how about sponsoring a child? With only twenty-two dollars a month I can make a difference in someone's life. With the little money I have, I think I can spare twenty bucks for them. I'll do my research and see where that takes me.

I shouldn't be complaining about anything because I have more than I deserve. Don't get me wrong, I am grateful for all the people around me, because without the love and support I wouldn't have to the courage to do anything at all.

Love,
Len