I know that I may be the type to seclude myself from the rest of the world, I just shut my mouth and keep quiet and hopefully things will smooth out for itself. But sometimes, I just can't take it.

It's hard dealing with stress at home. I feel like I'm trapped in my own house and I certainly don't think I am out of control. My parents just need to learn how to let go and let me figure things out for myself. It starts to get frustrating when every time I tell them I'm going out, they give me shit for it. They make me feel bad that I didn't eat dinner with them or that I have an attitude problem. I need to take more responsibility they say. I know they want the best for me but they are literally tearing me apart by trying to keep me confined.

But that's the least of my problems. I don't know if it's me but I know I'm not close to the people I used to be. Honestly, it sucks. I never really know what's going on anymore. No matter how much I try, things are just not what they used to be. Maybe I am not putting in as much effort as I should be, maybe it's me shutting my mouth again and hoping that things will just pass. Or maybe we all just need our space. But, I am a true believer of things happening for a reason. It'll be a slow process but I'm sure everything will take it's place sooner or later.

On the bright side. I am liking my internship so far. I finally feel like I'm moving forward with my career. I'm learning so much everyday and meeting so many people. I love it! This is a start of a new beginning... Yesah!